Regarding comment February 10, 2007Posted by Nathan in Uncategorized.
An anonymous friend left me a comment to the last post. I have to say that I kind of felt the same. Let me tell you the story. Last January I went to Berlin with a colleague for conference. After conference we had one day free so I just told him I have a personal business to do today and will meet him in train station before night. Guess what was my private business?
In a German q.u.e.e.r. website once a link to escorts website got my attention. You can guess looking at picture of all those awesome boys makes every one crazy. I felt damn curious to at least once meet one of them and get laid. Before leaving to Berlin i sent a message to the best one, in my taste, and got his cell phone number. His picture once was on the first page of one the most famous g.a.y. magazines. Anyway in Berlin I called him and he gave me the address to meet him. His services costs 150 Euros per hour. Anyway I agreed, got a taxi and went there. I have to say a really awesome boy. Around 23 years old, tall, muscular body, and perfect in every aspect of face and body but don’t need to mention the mentality was worse than worse.
Anyway, I was with him for an hour, I can say I enjoyed when I was there, but as our anonymous friend who left the comment told; in each and every second I had the feeling that it is because of my wallet not because of me.
When I left there, I didn’t have any special feeling. I mean a feeling like when a guy who really loves you kisses you, although I had much more than a kiss with this escort guy.
Let’s return to the comment of our friend again. I have to say; yes my friend you are right, but what else I can do. At the moment I have no friend, no lover. But at least with million money I can have the fun, without than even fun is not possible. I can describe that kind of fun like a pain killer. You get it, you feel relieved for a while and then again you have to get it. At least at the moment I have no better solution.